why why what is god damn why does aaack. awful drooling from torture smells. every sound is like a dagger into my skull and there is so much noise i cant take it i gotta get away before fuck now i am angry and the only thing more frustrating than being unable to communicate is being unable to communicate when you are in a rage i cant even kick or scream everyone is torturing me i hate them. pain everywhere yet nothing hurts but everything is chaos and i cant think. i hate the world and especially the short circuit that my brain is right now. fuckFUCK. i wrestle free and ride to the most remote room.